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  • Watching: my life
  • Drinking: the regrets
Or Merry Christmas to you English speaking creatures.

I'm sitting her with my belly stuffed of delicious food!
...alone...in my room...so lonely.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!
  • Watching: This baby
  • Eating: I wish I was
I was just given an Adoptable Naga from the talented artist :iconsofia-1989:

Purple And Gold Naga for Thecuriousfool by sofia-1989

He is perfect in every single way and I'm just beyond happy! ;v; )/
Can't Thank her enough! <3
  • Watching: Adults Crying
  • Eating: Snickers
  • Drinking: Their Tears
My Beautiful friend :iconthefredricus: is hosting a Pony OC raffle.

[CLOSED] ! PONY OC RAFFLE ! by TheFredricus

Please, Go check it out!

This looks really fun and I hope a lot of people will be joining in on this party! 
Fluttershy dance by Nagumei
  • Listening to: My coughs
  • Watching: My Time slipping away
  • Eating: everything
  • Drinking: Still drinking bleach
I'm sick.
I don't have the time to be sick!
Why must this mortal body get in my way *cough*

Everything is spinning. 

If anyone got a tip or a recipe for a magic cure, then please give it to me.
  • Listening to: My Heart Breaking
  • Reading: Dissapointment
  • Watching: My Tears
  • Playing: Saddnes
  • Eating: Pain
  • Drinking: Bleach
OH! I'm SALTY as the ocean.

I'm actually not only Mentally but Physically hurt over Bleach 686, Just, why?
I did not want to see it end this way.
Bleach had a huge impact on me during my early teenage years and to see it end like this, just ouch.
I'm most disappointed over how obvious the ending to Bleach was, I'm not complaining over the fact that every one seems to live a peaceful and happy life. But I just didn't want the ''10 years into the future, married with kids kinda thing'', like is this becoming a trend amongst long running series (especially shonen series?)
I wanted a more Badass ending for Bleach.

I've got a lifetime supply of salt to cover me, since facing the reality of ichihime and renruki becoming canon, just critically damaged me.
Shit, that sentence hurt to write, this is how hurt I'am.

I've been a heavy Ulquhime shipper for years, since the first time Ulquiorra appeared in the manga but I never expected it to become canon (considered Ulquirra is pretty dead), but I'm okay with that, I'm still gonna ship it anyway.
I'm gonna draw tons of fanart to heal these wounds.

But Kubo...
Your telling me you are not even gonna give us Ishida and Orihime as the end game???? (my second favorite ship in bleach)
I mean not even Ichigo and Rukia????
NOT EVEN ICHIGO AND RUKIA.

Just.

Also on another note...where are all the other characters in Bleach and what happened to them???

But not gonna lie, Ichihime son is cute AF. I will give you that Kubo.
And Thank you Kubo for drawing and creating some of the most badass fighting scenes, I've had the pleasure to read during the glory days of Bleach.
But damn, did you kill all my ships, like a sharp knife to my back. I've never felt so betrayed.

I'm sorry if this comes across as small minded whiny bitching but I really need to get these emotion out.
I'm usually better at controlling myself when it comes to shipping, but damn, this just cut me deep.
This is gonna take some time to heal.
Just let me mourn and pick up the pieces. 
I only have one wish for this anime.

I want Subaru to be happy.

Please protect him at all cost, I don't want him to suffer anymore.

This man deserves a happy life and all the waifus.

I ship Natsuki Subaru with Happiness.
  • Watching: re: zero kara hajimeru isekai seikatsu
  • Eating: suffering
  • Drinking: tears
I've just gotten back from a convention in Linköping called Närcon and I didn't realized how exhausted I was. It was when I got home that all my fatigue hit me. I already miss the place and my friends but everyone has to return to their original life eventually. I did have a blast these past 3 days, but alas, work we meet again.

I wish I could to upload and share some shipping art valentines day art. But I still can't return to draw couples being all lovey dowy cutesy pyutsy! since I need to get this work done, before I can return to shipping and it hurts my soul. The time I've been separated from drawing shipping art is draining my soul, I need my source of energy...so tired...but must...complete...work... 

WELL! Either way!
Just wanted to wish you all to have a Lovely Day during This lovely time called Valentine!
I hope your day is filled with chocolate shape heart and other Delicious stuff to eat! (yes I celebrate holidays just so I can eat stuff, I'm that much of a glutton!)

:bademoticon: Pink Heart Icon :bademoticon: Happy Valentines Day!:bademoticon: Pink Heart Icon :bademoticon: 
  • Eating: Chocolate
For the LOVE OF EVERYTHING that is sacred! 
PROTECT THIS CHILD!
Just PLEASE, protect this child!

It's been such a long time since an anime have gotten me so invested, having me on the brink of my seat every week.
There is only 4 episodes so far, yet I'm screaming at my Laptop screen at every episode, PROTECT THIS CHILD!
I just love the atmosphere in the show and the relationship between the children.

I strongly recommend this show. Just beware! This series will be pulling your emotional strings.
They also tend to end every episode on cliffhangers, leaving you begging for the next episode. I know I could just read the manga since I do believe it ended back in December. But, Nahhhhhhhh!
I rather have this anime kill me slowly, than spoilers.
It's just been such a long time since I enjoyed a show this way.
Yes, there will always be maybe 2 or 3 shows that I follow every season for entertainment purpose. But this show just really knows how to pull you in. The show has mystery and a psychological theme to it. My favorite genres.

So if you haven't seen it, I recommend you do it, NOW!
And thus, 2015 has ended and we are now standing at the beginning of 2016.

My god what a S*ity year it has been, both for my personal life and for the world.
Has anything good actually happen the past year?
We did get some high definition quality pictures of Pluto, that's pretty neat, never knew Pluto was so cute. Also something about a spacecraft landing on a comet (but didn't we achieve that a couple a years ago or is my memory messing with me?) Though that new got overtaken pretty fast by the scientist's shirt, lol, seriously people??? 

---

I slept through the new year since I was going to be at work 5 in the morning and needed all the sleep I could get to be alive by that time.
I was so mentality exhausted from work either way so sleeping through the fireworks was no problem, though I kinda got in a weird state in my sleep. I was sleeping yet fully aware of everything surrounding me.
I also think somebody got shot during the new years celebration, but that wouldn't surprise me considering Sweden today and in the particular neighborhood I live in, oh well.

Well either way, 2015 is done and dealt with and I'm happy to leave it.

But what are your thoughts on 2015, did we achieve anything to make mankind anymore enlighten, was it an awesome year for your personal life?
Feel free to leave a comment!

And A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
  • Listening to: Justin Cross - Drink the Water

A little bit late since, in Sweden we celebrate Christmas on the 24th not the 25th. But I was working a 9 hours pass yesterday with no brakes so I was feeling pretty beat when I came home. Well at least I got some food, which is a plus. Since I should be grateful whenever I have enough money to buy food and eat at the end of the month, hahahahaha.

Oh well, I wanted to give you guys a little present so I shared a little Fluttercord. My second comic with them! Though only 3 pages XD
Drawing this comic has been a mental exhausting and enjoyable experience, not to mention educational. I'm gaining more confidence as a comic artist :D

I want to thank you all for your wonderful support and have the best holiday you guys can have!
Sends cookies and love to everyone one you!
Hello people of the online community!

I've just at this moment, no, at this second, right now created a twitter account.
But I have no idea what to do with it, like really???

I mostly created it to stalk other interesting life forms of the digital world.

So I turn and humbly ask of you now, people of the interweb, to share your teachings of twitter.

I mean, do I like upload random thoughts or events of the day like:

Today I saw a duck.
The duck was cute and quaked at me.
The end.


Is that how you twitter? or am I totally missing the point?
I know! I could probably just google the answer for this, but I'm interested of what answers I will get here, in case any of you guys actually reads my journals??? XD

Maybe I could upload sketches and doodles there? Would that be an idea?
Is this even interesting for anyone? XD
Well, if you want to know a little bit more about me and have really nothing more important stuff to do, you can always waste time reading this.


1. How long have you been on DeviantArt? 
I've been around since 2006, Yes, I'm an old hag. 
I've had two earlier accounts, that I've kinda forgotten to delete. Now the password to these accounts are lost and gone and the e-mail I used to create these account have meet the same fate. So I no longer really have the means to get rid of them. I occasionally visit these pages just to cringe at the art being displayed. So If you want something to laugh at, you can visit my two inactive accounts here:
:iconpraphaichat: :iconsassa-numbers:

2. What does your username mean?
I wanted a username that would represent me and some of my personality traits. Half of my username derive from a nickname my mom's side of the family gave me. I'm half Asia, more accurate Thai. 
I was kinda annoying as a kid, not because I was naughty or anything, no, I would just drive grownups into madness by always questioning thing, to the point a grown man would break down and cry, screaming: I don't know!!! 
I even got thrown out of class as a kid (several times) for questioning teachers and their teachings. Not because I wanted to disturbed class but because I was genuine curious, but instead of explaining they decided it was easier to send me to the principle XD
So I got the nickname (ทำไม) ''Thảmị'' in Thai directly translating to ''WHY!?'' in English.
I was (still very much am) a CURIOUS kid. Things/objects/situations would always fascinate me and I always wanted an explanation of why things were that way and WHY?
My curious nature would drive people around me to the brink of madness, but I guess it's not often you have a six year old questioning governments, religious belief, meaning of life and not being satisfied with answers like ''because that's how it is''.

So now you know the ''Curious'' part of my username. But why fool too?
It was during a séance/gathering with family members this specific tarot card (The Fool) was given to me, representing who I am. This specific card and it's meaning has followed me through life.

So I simply put these two words together and now I have the pen name ''TheCuriousFool''

3. Describe yourself in three words.
Positive, Curious, Aware

4. Are you left or right handed?
Right.
But I can do both way if that's what you want babe.

5. What was your first deviation?

Ughhhh, You can almost hear the angst of teen years, Linkin Park playing in the background:
Crawlingggggg in myyyyyy skinnnn!
These woundssss theyyy willll not heeeaaallll!
*CRINGE*

6. What is your favorite type of art to create?
That entirely depends on what mood I am in. I guess original art and fanart. Comics and concept art.
I'm always a slut for shipping art XD

7. If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?

Oga Kazou! Give me this mans skills at drawing backgrounds!
Oga Kazou is the art director and background artist for studio ghilbi movies, like Princess mononoke, Spirited away and Howl's moving castle.

Zdzisław Beksiński is my all time favorite artist. Whenever I witness his paintings I always get a weird sense of nostalgia, almost a memory clouded in mystery. Many people may find his work to be disturbing but I find them to be incredibly beautiful and it brings me a sense of inner peace. I can't fully find the right word to describe his work because they evoke such strange emotion within me that almost can be described as eternal peace. If I could master his artwork I think I could finally find what it is that I'm looking for.

8. What was your first favourite?
I believe it was this one:  pt: fakir by sekiraku

9. What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Art that inspires me and motivates me to work even harder and stimulate the imagination. 

10. Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
That is impossible to answer.
I couldn't possibly pick one, there are just too many talented people on deviantart. But these are the artist I always go back to and look at their lovely art to inspire and motivate me. To be able to witness their artwork always bring me so much joy. 
:iconcosmicspectrumm: :iconrivan145th: :iconsaspy: :iconhira-geco: :iconmirkand89: :iconsyuka-taupe: :iconclaparo-sans:

11. If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
I'd be way too shy to actually meet the people I look up to in the deviantart community XD I'd just poke at their shoulder from behind, telling them they are perfect before running away like a love struck high school girl who just accidentally run into a Senpai. 

12. How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
Motivating me and inspiring me to work even harder.

13. What are your preferred tools to create art?
I prefer to work traditionally. But I'm also liking the benefits of working digitally. The program I use then is your standard Photoshop and Panit Tool Sai.

14. What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
My imagination.

15. What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
Finding people who enjoy the same stuff I do.
I'd like to thank everyone who has sent me their Happy Birthday wishes!
I certainly didn't expect to get so many from all you guys, YOU ARE THE BEST!

Thank you all guys so much! :hug:
I wish I could hug you all! :heart: :heart: :heart:
  • Eating: I want to eat at a resturang...
  • Drinking: Mer
*Throws both arms up in the air*

I'm actually laughing at this.
Da? SERIOUSLY? are you telling me that you deleted the CENSORED version of my recent NaruHina fanart, like, what? Was their faces to naked for you??? XD

I'm not even mad, I'm hysterically laughing XD
*This is just a rant about me bitching out my own frustation, There is no actual intelligent argument going on*

I'm getting REAL tired of getting my art submission deleted from DA.
It's not even that edgy or sexually disturbing stuff that I upload! Like, MY GOD, HAVE YOU SEEN THE STUFF that sometimes hit the front page of Da?
That's it! I will SHOW YOU WHAT REAL DISTURBING IMAGINARY MEANS!!!
......I'm SERIOUS
......I'm REALLY GONNA DO IT!.....
.....(no, I won't do that since I don't what to be banned from DA) but seriously, this is stupid.

I even put a freekin mature filter on! what more do you want?!
I thought it was obvious they were over the age of 18, considering they were depicted as husband and wife in my drawing, but apparently I'm not good enough at drawing adult bodies, since they sooo look underage!

I even mention it in the artist comment section but, UUGH, details! WHO cares about reading those. It was sooo obvious they were underage kids the way I drew them. GOD EFFIN DAMMIT!

Okay, I know that the people, working to keep Da in cheek everyday, is working very hard and it must be really frustrating going through all the content it's user chose to upload, but man do I get pissed when I stumble upon childhood destroying fanart and no one is making a fuss. ARGH! *incoherent Bitching*

Are people really that oversensitive? or have my years of internet browsing just destroyed my sense of moral, that I no longer can see the difference between what's considering offensive or not?

Man, I'm annoyed! I'm gonna calm myself down by drawing CUTE PORN now, Yeah! It's gonna be so DISTURBINGLY CUTE that it will give everyone cavities and diabetus, Take That Deviantart!!!...not that you probably care...and though I'm not gonna upload it here... Yeah, Take THAT DA!


EDIT:
Just when I got finished writing this entry, another one of my Deviation got taken down...I'm really holding back not using foul language here. 


 
  • Listening to: In This moment - Natural Born Sinner
  • Watching: Youtube videos
  • Eating: chocolate
First! I like to Thank Everyone for the amount of positive feedback I've gotten from my ''short'' Fluttercord comic. Thank you so MUCH!
I'm sorry if anyone feel like I haven't responded to their message. But I've literally been drowning in messages and I haven't been able to fully climb up from that pit yet. Sometimes I don't even now how to respond because I'm being overwhelm by all my emotions and just wants to run away and hide forever. Thank you! Thanks Everyone for being so kind!
Even the people who do not like the ship and even despise it were thoughtful enough to leave a a message about how they appreciated my art technically even if not subjectively.
I never expected this getting so much attention as it did. 

Another Thing I never expected was that I would get my most recent, uploaded drawing (a request) removed due to Policy Violation. Guess there is a first time for everything. I will problably make a tumblr just for uploading Porn more suggestive art.
...I guess mom was right about me, oh well...
(ಠ_ಠ)

My mom say the darndest things!

I usually just laugh off the random things my mom tells me, not really thinking so much about it. This time, it was a bit different. Mainly because she grabbed my shoulder and  started to violently shake me, while shouting into my face if I was alright in the head.
I did not know how to react.
I usually laugh when my mom get weird ideas like this. But this whole experience was just so alien, I was not sure of what was going on anymore.
I mean, she was genuinely concerned about my mental health. Somehow she's gotten the idea that I've sinken so low in a perverted state of mind that I'm beyond help and will eventualy end up as a sexoffender.
I had to ask her how on earth, this idea even passed her mind.

Her statement was that whenever I'm drawing, I always draw naked people.

Me: .....Well....yeah, you know mom, when drawing, I always start by drawing them naked, THEN later on when i'm satisfied with the base, I put clothes on them. Also, you do know naked does not equal pervert/sexuall contents, right mom?
Mom: DO NOT LIE TO ME! IF YOU NEED HELP JUST TELL ME, I CAN HELP YOU!
Me: mom, stop! you're scaring me.

Later that evening I asked my dad If I was perverted. He started to laugh. Then he went out of the room, still laughing. Then he closed the door and went out of the apartment, laughing all the way.
I did not know how to interpret that one.
YESSSSSSS!!!!
Finnaly home!

I've been lost in a Nature reserve, hahaha!
I don't even really remember how I got in.
One day I got bored and decided to take a walk and the next thing you know, I'm lost in a GIANT forest, Hilarious...
I did see some interesing animals and plants.
A falcon landed next to me.
An eagel flew right over my head, I could almost feel the tip of it's wing nudge my head.
There even was a bird who stalked me and tried to play with me. quite a cute fellow.
When I finally got out of the forest I saw a map, thats how I learned I was lost inside a Nature reserve. I also learned that it was a forest that people avoid going in to and that it is an urban forest, kinda cool.  

Ooh well now I'm home and my mobile phone is working again :)
I want to go back in but next time I'm taking a friend and a MAP with me ( at least a map), staying in the forest when it's starts to darkend, it's not fun at all.
  • Eating: Yellow Curry
Tagged by :iconmaemi-sedai:

Rules:
1.You must post these rules.
2.Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3.Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4.You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5.Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6.No tag backs.
7.No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people


Questions by Maemi-Sedai:

1. ... Soooo... where would you place your fikus tree?
- On the balcony!

2. Have you ever... stolen something!? O_O
- Not intenionally at least, it's more like I borrow something then forgets to return it, haha!

3. Have you ever seen the Grand Cathedral of Val Royeaux?
- Nope!

4. Sooo... when was the last time you... ate sausage! ;DD
- Oh My... :iconhurrplz:

5. OMG a burlgar! Whatever shall we do!?
- If he's hot, make out with him
     if not push him of the balcony :D

6. Where will you hide the body?
- In the tub

7. Should I think of another silly question to ask?
- No

8. あなたはなんさいですか。
- YAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaay...wut?

9. If you had to choose... would you marry Jabba the Hut([link]) or Mr. Face([link])?
- Is suicide a third option?

10. Choclate or Vanilla!?
- Both...cuz I'm awesome like that!

11. RIGHT OR LEFT!?
- What ever makes you comfortable baby ;)


FFffffffff-screw it I aint searching for 11 people to tag, to damn lazy XD
and questions? ehhhhhh....uhmmmmmm...ahhhhhh...mmmm

1. Sexiest male voice?
2. Sunglasses?
3. There is something behind?
4. Whose hiding under your bed?
5. You accidentally summon a SMOKING HOT demon and whatever you wish is his comand, what whould you do in this situation?
6. Lemon?
7. There is something in your ceiling?
8. Car or Motorcykle?
9. Fire, water, wind or earth?
10. Cake or Ice cream?
11. Favorite Pony? :D

Tag:  :iconthenamelessdoll: :iconvargyl: